Monday, October 19, 2009

It's Time to Take 'Sin' out of "Sin City"


So, Las Vegas may be called Sin City, but who says things can't change right?

I'm thinking, no, I'm KNOWING that God will take over that city for a HUGE change.

I had this crazy awesome dream that the hotels were still there but that the casinos and clubs were shut down.

A movement is HAPPENING!

Sunday, October 18, 2009

What is Closure?

I want your opinion. What do you think closure is?

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Home Alone.

No, no, stop think of the movie. No need to set traps for stupid morons.

I am really home alone though. Unless you count the three dogs, then I'm not really home alone; but they're doing there own thing, and I'm kind of lonely. Psh, Daryl, get over it already.

Friday, October 16, 2009

A Love So Undeserved

"While we were yet sinners, Christ died for us." For all the things we have done, we are still Loved. With a love that is unconditional.


Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Masquerade


Lately I have been listening to the [Original Cast Recording] of The Phantom of the Opera.
Wonder piece of music, I highly recommend it! Anyway, As I listen to it, I find that in some ways I can identify with certain characters. Or at least certain personality aspects to different characters.

The Phantom: On the basic level the mask is used to hide a facial deformity. The Phantom has in mind and heart that because of his face others will think of him as a cast-out. A monster. A ghost. Because of this mindset, he has chosen to use his deformed face as tool to get what he wants. To frighten people. He wants Christine. Though, in the end, he realizes that that dream can never really come true. All he ever really wanted was to feel loved.

Often I feel like I have to hide my true feelings behind a masquerade of silence. A masquerade of silence. Fearing that no one will care. In some way almost wanting to be secluded to myself; thinking that if I step into my lonely corner everything will just be okay. It's when the feelings stay bottled up that they begin to eat you up. They change the way act. The way you react. They change who you are.

My advice to you: Pray. Don't keep it in and all to yourself. You will end up hurting not only yourself, but the ones who love you the most. God's love never fails.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

It rains, It Pours


I woke up this morning to mixed emotions.

It was raining quite hard. I have been looking forward to the rain for quite some time now. Yes, I like it when the sun is out, but more so, I like it when the clouds are out. The expectation that some form of precipitation will follow soon always fills me with a certain eagerness.

Someone once told me that not one rain drop ever falls the same as another rain drop. Maybe this is just a random occurrence, or maybe this all just the Way of our Magnificent Creator.

I say this all to simply say: I like the rain.

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I'd like to say that I will make my blog posts daily, but I can't make any promises. With work, and other things, sometimes it hard to find time to get on to my computer a write a new post.

Stay tuned!

Monday, October 12, 2009

Back ... I think??

It's hard to believe that I have come here since the day before my birthday (April 5th).

A lot of stuff have has been going on and has happened over the past few months. Some good, and some not so good. Some miracles and and some prayers that have yet to be answered.

Through it all, the one thing I know is this, God's Love NEVER fails.